I think this may be the end...

...of my blog.

I am not sure that I am getting readers, and making any difference. I am getting roughly 5 viewers a day, but no one leaves a comment or emails me, so I am not sure that anyone is getting any value out of my random thoughts.

Day 3 of my diet

So day 2 didn't go great. My wife and I both had rough days at work, so we had 2 drinks each last night. Not great, but not horrible. I have been sticking to the diet though, so that is good.

Now it is time to add in some exercise. Do any of you have recommendations for exercises that are kind to someone with some balance issues?

Weight loss starting today

I started another weight loss regimine today. When I did it for February and some of March, I lost 26 lbs - without exercising. It was crazy cold outside afterall.

In the 3 weeks that I was off of it, I did gain back 1.5 lbs, but that isn't that bad. I am going to be really good in April, and start exercising. It is warming up so I can walk for a week or two, then I plan on joining a gym. I turn 35on 4/22, and I really want to lose 40 lbs. While I won't be able to do that by my birthday, my goal is 15 lbs in 21 days...with the rest coming off before the 4th of July (yes, 2013).

So, wish me luck. I need to be in the best shape I can be because of my MS, and I am tired of excuses...plus I am getting too old for excuses. I need to drop these 40 lbs.

Pissy mood today

So i am not necessarily in a dark place right now, but not really in an uplifting mood. Pissed at MS today - pissed at all the things that it has taken away from me. All the things that I should be doing, no matter how in consequential, but that I am unable to do.

I am sure that there are some people that will say - think of the gifts that MS has given you. I would say take them back, I want my life back.


But I am not about to have a pitty party - no one ever comes :)

Just in a pissy mood today - it will pass, but I am not in a rush.